Fawked Network

The withdrawal symptoms are horrible. I feel so lost, so empty. I wake up in the middle of the night screaming in a cold sweat thinking it was a bad dream, but it’s not. During the day time I walk around the house endlessly on end biting my finger nails, anticipating the day. It’s the worst shit to have ever happened to me. I’ve been contemplating suicide. What happened was just so horrible, indescribable. Nothing can take away the pain. I just want to poke my eyes out with a hot poker, and end my suffering.

What the fuck do you think is wrong with that picture? I will tell you what’s wrong with that picture, it’s missing a motherboard. What happened to my motherboard? It got fried by fucking lightning. The weird shit was, my power supply unit and router were ok. So how did it happen? I have no fucking idea. Somebody or something is fucking with me.

For more than 11 years computers have been an integral part of my life, my right hand, my companion. Never in a day of that 11 years have I gone through without having a computer. Then one day in a flash of a lightning it was taken away from me. I don’t know if I’m lucky because my motherboard is still under warranty or not. If it wasn’t under warranty I could just get another motherboard and got it fixed the following day. Instead now, I have to wait for a few weeks to get it back.

A week have gone by and I’m beginning to lose my mind. I’m going crazy. Before I sleep I’m on the computer, the first thing I do when I wake up is go to my computer. I work on my computer, watch movie, watch porn, communicate, you name it I do it.

Anyway, I expect my computer to be back and in action by next year. It’s only about 9 days away. So I guess Fawked.Net will be taking a brief break until then.

In the mean time, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!